I don’t mean to be
Quite so severe
But sometimes
There is a little dictator
Who storms inside of me
Shoving aside all of my silent Buddhas
To judge the world with all the glistening severity
Of a pristine guillotine
Come here, let me weight your hearts
But you can never take a look at my own
Perfumed with maggots and hungry fungi
How can love creep out
So smothered with vines?
So I try and smother my general
Putting him behind prison bars
Endeavouring to starve him of hatred
By force-feeding him kind words and deeds
But, he still puts up a stubborn fight
Careening around the caverns of my skull, screaming:
“HATE, JEALOUSY, INTOLERANCE, CRUELTY”
As an intoxicating mantra of violence
Silly, silly, inner Hitler
Isn’t it about time for you
To go kill yourself in your bunker?
I don’t care how much of my body’s rent you pay
But if you want to remain
Cohabitant of my consciousness
Then you’re going to have to learn how to love